had my Beginners' Stage 3 sign lang test on Sun. Ann signed really fast and I missed out just-one-is-already-too-much words. felt oh-so-tempted to copy from Shan because i so bloody wanted to get the correct answers done on my paper.

but even as i was wishing that i could copy, i knew i wouldnt copy, given the opportunity. Not because i have strong morals and feel that cheating is ethnically wrong. Or that i think copying from Shan is beneath me. But because my proud streak dominates here. I won't want to copy because I don't want to have an edge over others in a test that matters something to me

i wonder if i have nauseatingly gross morals